I hate myself for what I've done in the past, I just wish some people would learn to move on and start believing in me again, yeah i have made mistakes, some bigger than most..
It takes a lot of courage to admit your failures and you're fears, and to admit you've broken someones heart, and yes, I know it's not easy to forget..
But it can at least be left in the past, and should stay there.
How many times do I have to show you I care
Show you that I have changed
Show you that you're the only one for me
Everyday it hurts to know that I was the one to hurt you, make you cry..
Leave you lying on the bed with a mind full of doubt..
But do I need reminding of what a twat I was, no.
I've tried for so long to gain your trust again, but it seems I'm getting nowhere, moving downward instead of upward.
I'm tired of all this struggle and trying to make you see that I've changed, please let me in.
For I love you more now, than I ever did before, I just wish you would see that.
Every day I'm suffering of guilt, anger and emotional heartbreak, you're not alone, please let me in.
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