I'm drowning into a sea of consistency. I used to struggle to avoid a normal typical life. I would always try to stand out, be unique and as different as possible. I see myself as getting normal, settled, grounded. I don't think I like it. no; no I don't. I'm used to pushing the limits, lying to my owners. now I'm doing the right thing. avoiding all the stoners. I'm cleaning out my closet. selling the old. I'm gonna dress better and do as I'm told. lazy, hazy, breezy. summer in the hot sun. hot as fuck sun that is so fucking annoying and ruins shit. the fucking summer in the sun. how fun. yay for shitty hours running around with our a car. I'm drowning into normality.
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Why not instead of drowning, tread water? Be good, be bad, not a criminal, not a goody. Every once in awhile get high as a kite, but spend a night watching movies at home..
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