muffled

muhkickass • 143 followers

and when you sob
and carve society on your hip
crying
saying you're in love with sadness
it pisses me off
because I'm actually sad
all the time
and have been since I could really think
and I don't think you get it
what it's like
to constantly sink
it isn't romantically beautiful
or even a comforting familiar feeling
it sucks
and I want it gone
don't tell me you love and hate your sadness
don't tell me that bullshit
it drives me insane
using the left side of your brain
when you are sane
stop trying to change
you're sane
believe me
and believe your self
stop reading angsty books
get out of your room
put down your razor
you're okay go out and explore
there's adventure out there
that's willing to care
and always be there and always be familiar
unlike depression
or whatever you have created
listening to the ramones
bitching about being sedated
angsty teens complaining

#general #mental-health #self-reflection #youth-culture

How did you like this story?

Your feedback helps muhkickass understand what's working

Similar Stories

@HeatherAnne

Chaos In My Head.

The clutter and messes inside my mind, Will never be sorted in any kind. This general disorder is mine to search, On a ledge, overlooking it all, do I perch.

58 words

@Earthbound

Happy?

I've read around and I hear you say, That today is Opuss's happiness day. I fished around, and found my smile, I don't wear it very often, it ain't my style.

158 words

@goddessham

Pointless

Today, I woke up feeling murderous. I want to hurt someone, or just laugh out loud at someone else's misery.

167 words

@Thebeautifulundead

It's like my life is this big bin. My opinions, my emotions etc are all at the bottom under piles and piles of other people's drama, grief, confusion, happiness, upset and stress.

45 words

@Nom

Sweet Release

Anna looked at herself in the mirror Her finger tracing letters etched on her skin Her mind; a jigsaw shaken up Desperately seeking the person within She longed for the friction inside to end Longed...

60 words

@georgie17xx

Everything

You can't fix me if I'm not broken. Everything has already been taken. You need to let me be I can't stay here so unhappy. I need to be left alone. Where I can be set free to roam.

175 words