It's like my life is this big bin. My opinions, my emotions etc are all at the bottom under piles and piles of other people's drama, grief, confusion, happiness, upset and stress. All topped off with my own pressures and expectations.
Does that make sense?
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I read extensively, I write abundantly. I am gay, I love vampires and zombies and all nature of ramblings.
I'm that girl that everyone thinks is okay. I'm normal, ya know. I'm that girl that no one expects to have problems at home. But I do..
Im tired of sitting alone. Im tired of having no one. In tired of waiting for something to happen. Im tired of missing. Im tired of yelling. Im tired of crying. Im tired of starving.
Anna looked at herself in the mirror Her finger tracing letters etched on her skin Her mind; a jigsaw shaken up Desperately seeking the person within She longed for the friction inside to end Longed...
I don't know why but, for some reason I'm just full of love. <333 I love it. But I know it's going to change soon :/ It always does. I'm never going to be normal. <\3 I can't help it.
You can't fix me if I'm not broken. Everything has already been taken. You need to let me be I can't stay here so unhappy. I need to be left alone. Where I can be set free to roam.
Happiness. How do i write About happiness.
Sometimes I sit in intense thought And just burst out laughing These giggles and laughs that I fought Back are now pouring out like water from a faucet Because everyone needs a laugh once in a...
I think I need a Shrink - a Doctor for my head I've got this crazy problem It's making me turn red....
Does it mean we are all full of rubbish? Maybe that you put others before yourself and need another's bin to empty some of your own "litter"?? Yes it makes sense babe 😘
Or do you feel that all other people's problems and dramas etc make you feel like yours are insignificant?...if so don't feel like that we should never feel guilty for how we feel whether big or small...talking about it helps...no problem is rubbish...thinking of you xx
Yes, it does. I often wonder what it must be like to not notice things like that, life would be easier if so. The thing is, if you are sensitive to other people's needs, you have to struggle on and do the best you can. 😏
@megz92 @smellyfingers @misslittleDHP @crowncottage @Fly10 I think it is very much the empath in me. I'm tired. Too tired to be strong for everyone else and fix their problems. I want a hug. It's 12.01am and I'm trundling over for a mummy cuddle 😌 makes everything better.
@Thebeautifulundead No one said it would be easy but then, that's what makes life so... Do we really need to make sense of it all too..? Hope the cuddle does the trick... :-)
Yep, you can waste a lot of valuable hours sorting out others shit. And often I think, what was the point? Finally broke the habit couple years ago😌 And agreed, a mummy cuddle always helps-keeps things in perspective I find.
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