I'm that girl that everyone thinks is okay. I'm normal, ya know? I'm that girl that no one expects to have problems at home. But I do.. Im that girl that will take on and handle everything that life and God throw at her. But I'm secretly waiting for God to take me. Claim me as one of His own. I'm that girl everyone knows and no one expects to do anything like this. I'm that girl that cries almost every night. I'm that girl that everyone expects to drop whatever she's doing just to focus on them. I will, but it'd be nice to be thought about once in a while. I'm that girl that everyone teases. Because she can handle it and it's okay. Yeah. I'm That Girl. And yeah, I do have feelings. I'm expected in life and I hate it. No you didnt read that wrong. No one ever thinks about what I want to do. They expect me to do what they want to do.
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