It's amazing. When you rarely feel, the emotions you do have are stronger. And the weirder things set you off.
I downloaded this app called Daybreak Sad free and listened to this song. It's called " i feel alone that's why, human" and as soon as it started to play, I felt my stomach move. It was sort of odd, like guilt and sadness and love and regret and all the emotions that I have been trying to supress. I felt my eyes begin to water as i thought of all my mistakes and pain, oh, all the pain I have caused. I wasn't sure whether to turn it off and stop feeling anything so guilty or keep listening.
This is coming from a person who's never cried at the movies before. Never cried at a song before. It was so odd. I listened to all the other songs. It was the best one, by far. The only one that moved me this much. But when I looked it up online there was no mention of it. Anywhere. Now exuse me I have to go listen and cry my eyes out over regret.
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