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puffy1980 • 226 followers

Before I can can get back to my best
There is one thing that I must do
I have to put and end to all this shit
Cut it away as if it was bonds
Therefore I must do what I always do
Open wide and swollen it whole
Pushing it down into my gut
Holding it deep, not letting it escape
Burying it before it takes over
If it does then I know I am in trouble
For I won't be able to control it
It will overwhelm me and take over
Then I will be gone forever
Lost in a mist of anger and pain

#emotional-survival #general #inner-struggle #mental-health #psychological-battle #self-control

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