Rain Pours

The rain pours
My heart hurts once more,
A torrential downpour,
Creating puddles on the floor,

My tear cascades like the rain,
Not as heavy but with more pain,

Visual disturbance caused by the flow,
The puddles form I wish they would go,

Tormented, loneliness, anger frustration,
Feeling alone, scared, terrified of isolation,

The puddles that have formed turn to rivers,
In my eyes, running down my cheeks my whole body quivers,

The tears drip drip drip,
Along with the rain outside, trip trip trip,

Tripling over and over again and again,
The clouds are dark like the thoughts in my brain,

The next few months are going to be hard,
I hear the rain beating against the glass shards,

Of my window clear and transparent,
If only I was that apparent,

Burning the candles at each end,
Time alone is what I intend to spend,

Pull my self together like a pair of curtains,
I need to be strong that is for certain.