If you haven't felt this
Then there's no way you can speak
Don't tell me how you understand
Don't tell me I am weak
This feeling of despair I feel
Is unique to me
I don't want your well meaning words
So please just let it be
But if you still want to reach out
And offer me some hope
Then lend your arms and hug me tight
Then maybe I will cope.
All rights reserved. Nom 23rd September 2012.
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The shower my bed. The bathroom stall and my head. These are the places my tears have been shed. Into my pillow and out in the street. Inside my nightmares and inside my dreams.
Tears fresh and salty Threaten my eyes. Spill over my lashes, My sobs start to rise. They run down my face, Over my shaking cheeks. I'll never get over this, Not in days or weeks.
Don't tell me I'm beautiful. It makes me hurt worse. I despise your kind words-. Sorry to be terse. When you tell me I'm worth it. I just want to collapse. Because I can't listen.
In the comfort of the night. My tears start to fall. Helpless. An agonizing tearing of my heart. Sadness swallowing me up. Broken. Horrifying hopelessness,. Nothing will ever be okay. Lonely.
Only reason I'm here is for those who missed plus no offence I'm slightly pissed Bit early in the day but what can I say need something to chill me out when I'm feeling this way Don't need to...
Everyones left now I've become forgotten. It hurts inside making me feel entirely rotten. It's as if a doors closed and I'm left on the other side. And no body cares that I'm dying inside.
Help me. Close your eyes and lay your head beside me. Melt all of the ice inside me. Touch me. Let me feel your fingers warmth. Push my black hair back and forth. Don't lose me.
The rain pours. My heart hurts once more,. A torrential downpour,. Creating puddles on the floor,. My tear cascades like the rain,. Not as heavy but with more pain,.
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