The shower my bed
The bathroom stall and my head
These are the places my tears have been shed
Into my pillow and out in the street
Inside my nightmares and inside my dreams
These are the places I've let out my screams
My mind...and especially my heart
She entered these places and tore them apart
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Don't tell me I'm beautiful. It makes me hurt worse. I despise your kind words-. Sorry to be terse. When you tell me I'm worth it. I just want to collapse. Because I can't listen.
Inky mess,. Created by tears,. Created by stress,. Written fears,. The paper was white,. Now smudged black,. Teeming with fright,. The ink attack,. Blurs of words,. On the page,. Two thirds,.
Somedays it takes all my strength just to feel alive,. If I was pulled any thinner, I don't think I'd survive,. I am just the empty hollow in between your dreams,.
My eyes are tired, Red with pain, Drained out, Like desert rain. Dull ache Through my bones, Crushed silk, Love on loans. Fairy wings Through locked doors, Unpainted walls, Red foot sores.
I need to find a place. Where my head can rest. I need to find a place. Where I can be my best. My brain is not my own no more. Clouded with too much stress. I just really want to know the score.
Depression known but never shown, Concealed from the face of truth, Cloaked in lies and severed ties, Obscured by the guise of youth.
Choked up. Crying hard. It hurts. So much. Feels like. A hole. Deep inside. My soul. How can. I be. So empty. But feel. so full. Like someone. Is pushing. Against my skull. Breaking me. From the.
I want to cry, I need to cry But tears, they just won't fall. My body is racked with despair My tear ducts blind to it all.
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