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Only reason I'm here is for those who missed plus no offence I'm slightly pissed

Bit early in the day but what can I say need something to chill me out when I'm feeling this way

Don't need to mention any names just hope people aren't doing the same

No need to be nasty and mean your dark queen will be around just need time to let off steam

Okay my sorry wasn't enough I thought you were someone I could trust

Its not what you did its the way you did it so now I feel like I should get rid of it and be left stuck in my black pit

Yeah I made a mistake so your all laughing calling me fake so here take my crown you can take

But really who really cares? You'll soon forget that I'm not there to write post and share

Your words have touched me there really beautiful to see but now I feel I'm not free I think this stupid ranking is stopping me being me

Not going to even say I'm leaving because without opuss I feel like I'm not breathing my soothing lullaby when I have trouble sleeping

I thought a found a place away from the pain but no not really your all the same I don't even give a shit about this fame!

I was better at the bottom where no one could see at least then I was free and free to be me

Don't pretend you miss your all happy I'm lying in a black abyss otherwise why would you have done this?

To those who really did care in grateful you were there but still hurting this just isn't fair

I'll post whenever I can but I really have lost my spark I just don't give a damn you've slaughtered this lamb

So I'm sorry for my silly lie I can't really say goodbye but now I wont even try

I tried to go out and touch you all but you laughed at my fall so no I can't stand up tall

Just get on with it like before I don't want to see any more I'd rather lie here dead on the floor crippling this feelings leaving me sore

Stop with this sadness leave me with my madness and feeling I'm worthless

I'll still be around just not making as much of a sound I'll just look up now and again from the ground

There's that's all I have to say so just carry on with your way I'll leave to fight another day

aleishagayle20

@aleishagayle20

They call me Mistress and Priestess but I'm just me young crazy and free!

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Comments & Feedback (75)

@Weirdwolf @naaviie @Melody @Ipuss @DuRuLoRo @HeatherAnne @misdlityleDHP

I'll miss you if you leave โœˆ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ’

@glen I'm not leaving just not bothering anymore mind feels blank now taken hours just to write that I've lost my spark

Oh please don't go. Without you and @Weirdwolf and the like we will be stuck with rubbish jokes and idiot quotes. I for one would surely miss you, :(

@aleishagayle20 I don't even know what's happened, at the end of the day it's only a phone app, don't stress about it, you can always chat with me whenever you want to, if you want to lol ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ‘€

You'll be missed babe, the only way we'll improve things is by staying and sorting it out

๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™

* bloody send button! & I'm behind you all the way. ๐Ÿ’—

Take your time. Get your space babe. I support you all the way๐Ÿ˜˜

I'm behind you too just to echo@DuRoLuRo @PoppyA do whatever makes you happiest ๐Ÿ˜˜

People pointing fingers at someone who has done so well to achieve something great are not loyal to Opuss and it's community. You stay babe, we all love ya โค

Glad you've not completely disappeared t

@glen @puffy1980 @glen @PoppyA @HeatherAnne @PoppyA @DuRoLuRo @Delilah @LikeAFirefly thank I'm here okay not going anywhere

@LikeAFirefly ; too right, well said ๐Ÿ’—

Glad you haven't completely disappeared X

@aleishagayle20 glad to have you back :D but don't ever scare us like that again!!

@aleishagayle20 I'm so sorry for you xc

I'm glad you decided to hang around ๐Ÿ˜Š

Things will get better. Everyone here loves you, just look at all the support you're getting and ignore all the hate. I'm new here so I don't really know you, but I've already seen how great a person and writer you are.And don't stop writing, you'll be back on a roll in no time. Opuss shouldn't lose such a talent. ๐Ÿ˜Š

I'm gonna copy a picture of "Middle Finger" and paste here for those who r thinkin' you did wrong ๐Ÿ˜‰ lol

@Leelee101 @Delilah you's too

Glad you decided to stay. Hope you get your spark back.

@Platypus yeah me too

Hey girlie....sooooo relieved you are back...it's left a big hole in me and indeed many many others my sweet....I must admit I did have a panic on as I wanted to stay in touch, I even checked out kik but can't download that on my iPad ....I am one happy bunny that you are back.....you DESERVE to be here and you are LOVED and RESPECTED...just be happy doing what you are doing...I can't tell you how happy I am you are staying...big smiley face...mwah mwah xxx

@LikeAFirefly lol there's no need but thanks the idea has made me laugh at least

@aleishagayle20 you'll get your spark back, you're just feeling a bit meh at the moment. You'll be ok when all calms down/blows over ๐Ÿ˜Š

@misslittleDHP thank you babe gosh your all making me blush thanks I couldn't stay away anyway I'm too pathetic I guess but I'm hooked now

@Irrational_Kimmi yeah hope so guess we will see

Ohhh! It's sad you think people are laughing and calling you fake. I haven't seen that anywhere. Bottom line, you are an amazing talent and everyone knows it. What happened to you was a blow and uncalled for. Must have felt like a betrayal. : (

Well done for facing it. Not many people would stay after the kind of attack and exposure you underwent. I really admire that. Keep writing ๐Ÿ˜ƒ

@aleishagayle20 not pathetic, just addicted ๐Ÿ˜œ

@aleishagayle20 hey I totally get it I walk around with my iPad constantly...sad but true xxx probably good job I don't have an iPhone as the only time I'm off Opuss is when I sleep or out the house ha ha.....WELCOME HOME HUN xxx

@AlexMurray thanks not all that just can't stay away so might as well face the mob besides people are spreading hate and that's not something I did so not letting others do it

@Irrational_Kimmi yeah maybe not good tho

@misslittleDHP lol well thanks means a lot thank you all for being so great

Thank god for that. I thought I'd never see you again. Also, all you need is a little inspiration and the words won't feel dead anymore. I feel like that sometimes. Then I look around, find inspiration and write about it. I feel brilliant after!!

@aleishagayle20 well good luck, you have a lot of influence so you should pull it off

@Codenameverity @AlexMurray well thanks and thanks everyone I'll be fine okay thanks again

@aleishagayle20 I'm glad you have decided to stay ๐Ÿ‘

@smellyfingers well take more then nasty mean tricks to get me off here I'm too pathetically addicted to leave thanks for your comment

You truly have the heart of a Queen. You're strength is something to be admired. Lift your head up high! You deserve it!

@aleishagayle20 well for what it's worth, I apologies if you think I performed a "nasty mean trick" wasn't ment as that. If I have hurt you, again, I apologies, truly. We are all pathetically addicted to opuss. ๐Ÿ˜˜

The good times will come. Do what is best for you. I'm thinking of you and sending dragon over with hugs. ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š

@naaviie lol a dragon send me a snake instead haha thanks babe

@smellyfingers whatever lets just move on carry on doing what your doing I'm going to thanks for another comment

@ckahn oh thank you I'm flattered I'm shocked at all this seriously I'm just me nothing great just me

I think it's impressive to recover so quickly and you are doing it with grace. That's special. Lots of people would have played this differently. You have my respect.

@aleishagayle20 good evening my mistress x

@ckahn well thank you but I made a mistake I was in the wrong so know time to take it in my stride and face the consequence nothing big about that I'm glad you think so tho I'm flattered thank you

@aleishagayle20 its human nature to have whine and natural to feel the grind. A place for thoughts to flow shouldn't be shackled but allowed to grow. Without contact emotions are deceiving but we all shared a moment of grieving. Let's raise a toast and a bit of a boast, to the bottle of this bottle of wine..

That's 'bottom of this bottle of wine' !!

@leelee101 hey lee king I missed you ๐Ÿ˜ฅ thanks for your post was beautiful

@Burrfoot hehe thank you that actually gave me a giggle well here here to my wine lol thank you

@aleishagayle20 you are welcome. Good to have you back my mistress x

@aleishagayle20 - I know just the snake - he's very handsome, he's called William Snakespeare, seriously. ๐Ÿ’š

@leelee101 good to be back babe really is missed you lee king can't stay away

@naaviie ooo that snake now I'm excited lol hehe maybe he's sonnets do make me smile especially his dark lady ones I just picture they were written for me hehe

@aleishagayle20 good girl x

@aleishagayle20 you're welcome.. Was going to mention my thoughts on rank.. But couldn't think of anything to rhyme ๐Ÿ˜œ

@leelee101 ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜˜

@Burrfoot haha I'm not bothered about rank I just wanted to write

Of course, oh dark lady of raven eyes and hair of wire, a heart unknown to all but him, beauty herself is black... Or something of the like. It is about you. ๐Ÿ’š

@naaviie ๐Ÿ˜ swoon lol hehe his words make me melt lol hehe

Hehe they are THE words of the Dark Lady, written for this swooning purpose ๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ’š

@naaviie @aleishagayle20 speaking of things Shakespearean...'Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind; And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind' my favourite Shakespeare quote :D

@Dovahkiin ๐Ÿ˜ wow swoon

Everybody's said it all. Love you๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’™โค

@Dovahkiin hehe you old romantic ๐Ÿ˜˜

@aleishagayle20 u on kik?

@Dovahkiin yeah just search me

@naaviie I know ๐Ÿ˜ swoon @ashhkat thank you babe

@Dovahkiin @aleishagayle20 ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜

๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ‘

@michga thanks ๐Ÿ˜˜

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