I Knew He Wasn't In Love With You

I knew he wasn't in love with you
But I didn't want to tell you
I didn't want you to think I was just like your friend who hated him
Or your best friend who you said was jealous with the words he spoke and voiced out to you

I knew he wasn't in love with you
With the way he acted towards you
Who sleeps at their ex girlfriends house and spends New Years with them
And not even think about squeezing in plans with your girlfriend who you have not seen in weeks

I knew he wasn't in love with you by the way he wouldn't understand
By the way he wouldn't even try to budge on his views
His mind not even opening up

I knew he wasn't in love with you
By reading into his tweets
And hers

I knew he wasn't in love with you
By the way he talked about you when answering nosy anons on tumblr

I knew he wasn't in love with you
When I heard about how he handled the situation
Speaking directly about her end

I knew he wasn't in love with you
When he couldn't decide

When faced with two, walk away.
It will not work with either.
Wait
It
Out.

I knew he wasn't in love with you
But I couldn't bare to tell you these words
As I was scared to hurt you

Now he's hurt you
And he wasn't in love with you
And I can just hope and pray
You stay away from the pills
From the alcohol
From the blade
From the thoughts
From Death himself

Please
Stay safe
Stay strong
For me
Please.