suicide

just pull the trigger
there'll be no more pain
just tie the rope
you've got no more to gain
just use that knife
even if tears will rain
just take those pills
don't let yourself live in vain

just say "sorry."
let them know their fault it is not
just tell them "I love you."
let them hear that sincere thought
just whisper "goodbye."
let them release what of you they've got
just mumble "I'll see you again someday."
let them be reassured of that a lot

but what about their feelings?
what about their pain?
will they be okay when you're gone?
what if dead they will be too- just like you lain?

what if the tears don't stop?
what if your friends feel guilty for it all?
what if your town can't recover?
what if all they can do is bawl?

if people suffer more from your loss than you ever did... was it really worth it?
because you're gone; you're not coming back.
you're dead;
you're not gonna live again.

you're feeling pain now;
that I won't deny.
but what if because you leave,
everyone ever in your life.. dies?

this time it's real-
you're not backing away.
you're taking your precious life...
but stop before you do it.
is this worth it?
is this the best solution for today?

you kill yourself because the guy you like only considers you to be a friend.

you murder your innocent body because those mean girls' bullying voices still ring in your head.

you destruct the masterpiece you are because you thought nobody would care.

you rip apart the beautiful you because all the people around you who will listen, of them you aren't aware.

put down that gun.
throw that rope away.
slide the knife back in the drawer.
get rid of those pills- not a month from now, TODAY.
burn those suicide notes.
push the ugly thoughts into a black hole.
recovery will always be there...
suicide is not at all the goal.

DON'T DO IT.
DON'T KILL YOURSELF.

suicide has never been the answer... and it never, never, ever will be.