I am a loser. I am a loner. I am a cheater. I am a liar. I am a thief and im a nobody. I have lost everything and i have no one to blame but me. I can't control everything. I can't remember anything. I can't even remember myself. I think im going crazy. I think im going insane. I just have myself with no one to blame. I am sitting alone in an emo corner. I am being chased down a dark alley way. I am walking down a never ending hallway. I am a loser and i cant blame anyone..
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I am a sadistic, controlling, manipulative F U C K!!
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Comments & Feedback (17)
You are not a loser you are popular in my eyes and from the conversations I have with you I feel that you are a lovely person. Stay stong😘
@LittleKitten i really have tried for so long i feel drained and i feel like i have been pushed to insanity.. i dont remembet the last time i actually had anyone to hangout with my life is a dead cell..
@spikekutter I'm sorry, I'm just trying to help. 😔 I didn't mean to upset you or being back unwanted memories.
@spikekutter maybe try making some friends, some decent ones. They will help you through your tough times😊
I have read this and the next one, they are quite sad. I don't believe you are as bad as you think. If you do have psychological issues you need help with them. If you have it, take the medication. Sadistic tendencies are ok as long as it's with someone who likes that, but don't kid yourself that it's the only way to be content. Contentment comes from interaction with decent people who you can talk to and laugh with. Laughter is very underestimated in life. Look for it and you will see I'm right! 😉😽
@crowncottage i honestly think that im like this because i have been sick for so long my poem sickness describes it.. my life has turned around a lot for me im going to a rock concert out in las vegas but its just i still get things like dizzy spells, nausia, and anxiety attacks which are really severe and im only 20..
@spikekutter I'm sure you are right. As soon as you start managing to go out, not rushing anything, you will slowly recover. I will be thinking about you and I wish you all the good luck with your life, I'm sure it will turn out well! ☺😽
@crowncottage thank you, this has actually been going on ever since 2010 so yeah its been a long time..
@crowncottage i mean i have been to so many doctors for this and took so much medicine because my immune system is still low
@crowncottage i also have a question do you know the show the mighty boosh? its british and its really funny..
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