People And Me

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Don't forget to smile
I remind my self
Say the words you practised
that's it looking good
just a bit longer
I know there talking
I just don't care what there saying
It looks important
it's all teeth and eyebrows and a bit of hands
I don't know what they want from me
I have nothing left to take
Iv given my all to them
But I don't make them happy
I can make them
laughed cry
hate me
love me
but never happy
I guess it's because
I'm all ways looking in
on the wrong side
of the window
of my life
playing my part
but it's just a Act
it's not me
I'm a reflection of a man that wants was
and is no more
please let me go
I don't want to hurt you any more

#general #inner-struggle #isolation #mental-health #performance #self-reflection

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