What Happens...

I am who I am
Just leave me be
I'm normally happy, bouncy
But now I can't be me

People have been nasty -
I've had it before
But this time it's come stronger
Sadly, this time's more

I begged it to stop
They messed with my mind
I couldn't give up
But there caring heart I could not find

They carried on beating me
using dreaded words
I wouldn't give up
But I heard what I heard

I was a loser, was? I still am
Nothing to live for
I couldn't tell anyone
Or the bullies will eat me raw

I planned to kill
To commit my life
I have give up
Peace lands, no strife

I nearly did it
Nearly drew the knife
Almost pulled the trigger
Said 'good bye' to my life

But I didn't
Because of what you said
You changed my mind
I've left what they did to me behind

You told me what to do
My life saver, you are
If it wasn't for you, I'd still be teased
Now it feels like time has freezed

Now I've changed house
Schools as well
I'm a completely different girl
Happiness and bubbly, inside they all swirl