Selfies Blog 10

He loves Harry Potter.

He has six Harry Potter shirts from a site where they have one Harry Potter shirt a day and after that day you can not get that shirt.

I sent him a selfie of me in my Hogwarts sweatshirt awhile ago, which started the "six days of selfies to show off his special shirts."

I love getting these selfies, guys. He's so damn cute he makes a goofy face in all of them and because we haven't video chatted yet it's a great way to see what he looks like.

I'm so nervous to video chat with him though...he wants to do it by the end of the month...the idea of it freaks me out so much.

I want to connect his lovely voice to the face I see in his selfies but I think I'm going to have a panic attack when those things are connected...he becomes even more real once we video chat...and becoming more real should be exciting...and it is but it makes me nervous.

What if we don't like each other once we see each other over video chat? Like...I guess it's not the biggest deal but it's kind of weird how...attracted we are to each other without having seen each other moving in real life.

One of his selfies freaked me out because the text that he sent along with it read: Day 2 of selfies for my love

What the fuck does that mean?!?! I mean I know what it means but why the hell did he flipping send that? It's only making me more nervous that he's going to be disappointed by me because I'm now "his love" or "his heart" and if he doesn't like me then I'll be released from that position. I want to be what he dreams of me being to him.

But I don't know if I am...and I won't know until we video chat and then meet up in February.

Until then I will enjoy his selfies and try to relax.