For They Said We've Bled

The coming and going ,
The rust lamp shades showing
in which way the wind is blowing
So I'll keep my spirit , like river
Flowing

Until corpse crow starts

Cawing

This maw needs sawing
Mind internal genocide embalming

A task without solving
This habitual exertion evolving
Constant freedom show revolving
Deep down
We're all dissolving
By conditional molding
While
Inter-lapping waves are fluid enfolding

Of the truth
We've had always been holding

That keeps no score of who's been losing
Switching course tantalizingly fooling
To tell if hatred or love
Is doing pains pulling
The act is in the doing
While the love doves continue cooing

Like strays I'll continue Shooing ,
Even the cattle driver is mOOing

What in Gods name are we fueling ?
Some kind of transdimensional music dueling

Life's tapestry I'm spooling
Thus into the nights , ever cooling ,
Of never ending blood that's pooling -

Around every head
That's thought once better off dead
Starving but not once fed
Put astray and mislead

Antipsychotic meds

But never once stopped the bleeding

From fleeting feet it fled

They've all bled , upon hapless sleepless beds

This skin shreds, while I watch it all be reread

These things better off left unsaid .