When you want to shout your anger,
Too scared for face-to-face,
When you're sick of putting up with her,
Want to put her in her place.
When tears are running down your cheeks,
Ice cream and a cry,
Want nothing more than to curl up,
And bid the world goodbye.
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In the comfort of the night My tears start to fall Helpless An agonizing tearing of my heart Sadness swallowing me up Broken Horrifying hopelessness, Nothing will ever be okay Lonely Now just an...
Look into my eyes. Tell me what you see. It won't be happy. It won't be pretty. The way I act. Makes me seem happy. It makes me seem fine. But look into my eyes. There you will see. See the hurt.
Sick of all the deceit and lies,. sick of feeling low and missing the highs,. sick of hearing the awful truth,. sick of time robbing me of my youth,. sick of feeling I have no use,.
Pain. I didn't know how to deal with pain. With hunger and self gain. They did this. Saw me in pain. But they were vain. They left me in the rain. Left me to wallow in my self pity.
Eyes burning with the troubles, With every tear they seem to double. Thoughts multiplying by the second, As if each one is being beckoned. Stinging on my dry skin... Is this how I pay for this 'sin'.
If I follow my heart, Will I get to where I need to be. Or will I still be stuck in sorrow, And burdened with my need. Can I trust my mind, Without starting a war with my heart.
I wish I could be. The real me. I wish you could see. What affect you have on me. I wish everything was rosy. And everyone came up smelling of posies. I wish your words didn't linger.
Everybody can see me, But no one knows I'm here. And even though i do not cry myself to sleep, The wounds in my heart are still pretty deep.
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