A little drip of pressure,
Can quickly send me frowning,
Amounting to a hurricane,
And suddenly I'm drowning.
Deadlines set impossibly,
Typhoons of work to meet,
Failures and criticisms,
Heavy as it's sleet.
That fractured piece of pressure now,
A monster in its own,
A siren wailing in my head,
I can't escape this drone...
When all I want's a little space,
To curl up on my bed.
To pull my covers oh-so-tight,
And forget it all instead.
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"once agin i pick up this pen........oh well, here we go again. Hanging here as i suspend. I will not be crucified again!!!. I cant keep my thought's together today??.
Surging through my veins, Fuzzing in my ears, I can't hear, Doom raising up, My heartbeats quick, My lashes flick, I can't breathe, Colour drains, I'm in pain, Struggling for breath, My fingers...
Grey skies invade my horizon they're shutting out my sun. I'm feeling deflated, don't like it, and from it I want to run. Darkness falls stifling my optimism, preventing my smiles.
On a low nowhere to go, Going stir crazy only I know. Pressure in my head, dragging me down Emotions in full flight, Losing the anger fight. Appetite on the floor, Want to slam shut the open door.
Open, Dry. Bleeding from the inside. Never Known If I would make it. Anger, Rushing & burning as it flows. Fear, Loving Every second it controls. Pain, Gripping, Clawing at my soul.
I'll close my eyes and wish I was gone. Not gone forever, that would be wrong. Just for a week, to have a short break. Much more of this living I cannot take.
Have you ever felt so unwanted and depressed that you're at the verge of bursting into tears. I feel like that probably most of the time.
Skinny love and telephone poles, Earphones, paper, matches, coals, Bones and water, salt and tea, And coupons paying words for free.
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