Love You Too: PART EIGHT

Just a short one because I've got loads of exams tomorrow:

"This morning we're going out. Charlie's got his parent's yacht for the day and we're going on it okay? If Victoria's there then we'll just have to ignore her, okay sweetie?" I said, as I put on my shirt.
"Okay. I'm sorry about how I was last night, but I still think something's up..."
"It's okay, I believe you, but I don't want this to put a downer on the summer" I said, kissing her forehead "What do you want for breakfast?"
"Nothing, thanks"
"Baby, you have to eat. You're getting as thin as a rail." I replied, looking across at her frail body.
"Okay, just toast please"
"Okay, I'll be back in a minute" I said, rushing down to find Will already at the toaster.
"Hey" he said "Here's her toast"
"What?" I replied
"I heard her ask you and I thought I'd help out. I don't want you having to do everything for her" he replied, handing me the plate.
"Thanks" I replied, taking it and smiling briefly before heading back towards the stairs.
Firstly, what was he still doing here? And second, did he not think I could take care of her?
"Will's downstairs" I said handing her the toast.
"Thanks, and why didn't you invite him up?"
"You're in bed?" I said, "And I'm about to shower"
"Right, no need to act like you own the place or anything!" she replied, rolling her eyes at me.
"Actually, I do. I was never asked if he could stay; I'd hoped this was going to be a summer involving me and you, sleeping in, going out together and just having a great time. But instead, it's me, you and your older brother, who's basically getting into bed with us. And the summer was kind of delayed by you in hospital, and I'm not blaming you for that, but you should realise that I only stepped out of that hospital once in the two weeks you were in a coma, and I really don't think you understand how hard that was for me. I had to sit by your bed every minute of every day, imagining the life we could be living; all the time blaming myself for what happened. I honestly don't think you realise all this. Then, we get here: to a home I've bought for us, and all you do is drift off into your own little world, leaving Charlie, Mollie and I at a loose end as to what to do. Do we carry on or do we stop to try and help you?" I said, increasing in tempo and volume. I caught my breath and whilst looking at her shocked face, I added "It's too hard T, and I'm not blaming you for what happened, but please just show a little appreciation for what Mollie, Mrs V and all the other people that came to see you did. I'll see you later" I said, grabbing my car keys and closing the door behind me. I sunk to the floor and held my head in my hands. I didn't know if I could go back in after that display, so I figured I'd go for a drive, to clear my head. I grabbed my surf board and some swimwear from the washing pile and slammed the front door. What had I just done?