My Decision

Time goes by so slowly, decisions made and done.
The actions of a coward, though brave enough for some.

Hallucinations of a man, whos sealed his own dark fate. Or rather fantasies of a boy, forced too long to wait.

Help will come they blabber, help is on the way. Solid morals weaken, as i slowly drift away.

Trapped in my own mind, my thoughts no longer clear.
swallowed by my sadness, take the capsules of fear.

Time has frozen memories, my last thoughts are of her. As i take my final breath the promise of life becomes a blur.

~Larko