Tears roll down to nothing.
These laughs they're only to hide,
The deep sadness that fills me up,
And has no one in, to confide.
They roll and fall off of the cheeks,
Sadness spilling over the top,
But the weak laughter that escapes...
Hides it all, making discovery stop.
My laugh is just a cover,
One that I welcome with such delight.
I have no one to confide in.
So I'll hide all my plights.
©Odd
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Just a some what "odd" girl, living in what feels like a glass box. Hello Opuss, the savour of my sanity. my little private world amongst a life of being watched and watching.
Without the slightest hint. my days can turn dark. My mind reduced to a torrid grey sea. Drowning in blackness. I struggle to breathe. Trying to set myself free...from me. My racing heart leaps.
Look into my eyes. Tell me what you see. It won't be happy. It won't be pretty. The way I act. Makes me seem happy. It makes me seem fine. But look into my eyes. There you will see. See the hurt.
I stay where I am because I am where I stay. Yet you push me away. All you do is betray. You won't let me back. All I fear is attack. And my worries, they stack. Weighing heavy on my back.
I need to find a place. Where my head can rest. I need to find a place. Where I can be my best. My brain is not my own no more. Clouded with too much stress. I just really want to know the score.
I want to cry, I need to cry But tears, they just won't fall. My body is racked with despair My tear ducts blind to it all.
Battered and broken. Someone outspoken. Light turned dark. Forever the mark. So much pain I'm gone. Tears now all done. Living in the pain. The tears the rain. Everything flew away.
A silent whisper is uttered, none hear it's as if it were stuttered. It's loud and its clear, the only problem being no one wants to hear.
I'm sat all alone. Here in my chair. No ones inside. They've all gone out there. I'm to afraid. To move off my seat. The people they scare me. The ones that I'd meet. I'll crack and I'll crumble.
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