When I fall down I struggle to get back up,
I plea longingly for a bit more luck.
I'm not very sociable and I struggle to make friends,
So I just sit back and let life take me around many bends.
I know I need to be stronger and have more courage,
But I'm not confident on my personality or image.
I see myself totally different to other girls,
Bigger, uglier and not so many frills.
I stand around in my jeans,
Looking for that someone who will eventually give me my dreams.
But until then I'm just plain me,
Nothing special so help me please.
I don't have a gap between the leg,
Short dresses- you wouldn't see me in one even when I'm dead.
I can't eat a burger without putting on weight,
That is something I really hate.
All these girls standing around eating crap,
And they don't put anything on even if they eat a bacon bap.
I am a decent size not too small or too big,
But skinny is what all the guys dig.
I don't know what to do because if I change I'll lose me,
Should I stay as I am- someone help me- please?
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Change for you, not for what the world or someone thinks. I'm a big girl and I even wear dresses at time 😱 you're fine as you are 👍💜
That's how I used to feel about myself but then I just thought to myself that if someone don't like me for me then they aren't worth being in my life ☺. You're fine as you are ☺
@LittleKitten aww this really made me sad to see someone feel this way...you know what, do what makes YOU happy cause it probably will turn out that in ten years from now, those people around you who you mentioned will be nobodies!! I'm always happy to offer my advice, especially to someone like you who deserves it so I hope I helped. 💓💓 P.s. in my opinion, being curvy truly is beautiful!!! xx.
@chickgamer 10 porn books I'm downloading them tonight! What chickgamer said, don't change for others change for yourself if you want to. You'll find someone or they'll find you and they'll like you for you!
I'm sure your beautiful the way you are dont feel pressured by other girls just learn to be comfortable with who you are your still very young your body is going to go through changes enjoy your childhood not worry about these things and btw not all guys like skinny girls! 😘
@oushie12 thank you so much for your support. In school I feel conscious getting changed next to twigs! 💜💐
@LittleKitten no no no!! You shouldn't at all!! Trust me, as you say you are average and that's just the way you should be :) xx.
Trust me, you just described how I always feel. I'm not sociable but that's okay right? I'd rather have a couple of close friends than a million fake ones. And it doesn't matter if you don't wear dresses! I don't! I'm not confident myself either. But you should be. Just take a deep breathe and accept that you are you. You're not plain, boring, fat or weird, you're you. And there's nothing wrong with that. Society can't seem to acknowledge that the world is not skinny. I honestly wish I was but I've faced the fact that I'm not meant for that. Not everyone digs skinny and one day a guy will fall in love with you for the person YOU are on the inside. And if they don't then they're not the person you should be spending your days with. Hope this helps... Just stand tall. Don't change and smile.<3 damn, I wish I took my own advice..
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