Girl On The Move..

Yeah, here I am again.. This time the world is crashing down around my head.. That I wish that I was on the move... I have a stupid doctor who does not understand me, a boy I WAS flirting with, not talking to me anymore ( I don't know if we are friends anymore), my grandmother just died, my work stinks, my knees are in a terrible shape, so I just want to be a girl who is on the move...
I think that someone, besides me, knows the feeling that everything goes wrong from the minute you jump out of bed till you sleep again. That is how my week has been.. First it actually started on Saturday where the boy I WAS flirting with, got angry and didn't want to text me anymore.. And I didn't get much sleep that day either because of a party, but that is another story. There is was the first trouble of the week..
Next trouble is my doctor she is a witch, she doesn't listen to your problem, and that is why my knees are in bad shape.. She doesn't do anything for you at all and she wouldn't let me go to an expert... She is crazy...
Third problem my grandmother died yesterday, so my day today has been miserable... That makes me think about a song I could describe this week with " why does it always rain on me?" ... Very describing lyric.. But I think it fits very well for me this time...
But the title of this blog was " girl on the move..." and that means that I just want to take an airplane, a bus, a train or just disappear from the world so it cannot do me any harm anymore..
Or just disappear from anyone you know, because right now I feel so alone.. No one cares anymore... I just want to dig a deep hole and disappear ....that I how I feel....