Am I Crying

Why am I feeling low happy faces all around me
Is it they can't see
The dark and silence inside of me .

I've been mulling on things
My own soul ill save
Coz all the help I get
Will send me rattling
Into my grave

Am I crying

The want in my mind
Has been there for all time
At the foot of this mountain
Oh it's so high so hard to climb
All the people I know
Won't be long before they see
Ill let my barriers go
I know they crumble when they ask me

Am I crying

Why don't dreams last forever
Reaching out makes them only slip away
Today I found at my cost
All the the things I have lost

Stillness of the morning
I feel the warmth of the sunlight on my face
Today I'm going to stand tall rise above it all
Something stirs, makes a sound
And we all fall down ..

Through the dark of the night
And the dark of the day
Gonna find myself a corner and there ill stay
Is the life I live real
All these feelings inside
How can I start to heal
When even I don't know why

Am I crying

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