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My Train Of Thought

TaintedTulip
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I'm spacing out
More often now
Every 3 minutes
I'll be in my own world

My train of thought
Is out of service
I can't keep a handle
On my own mind

What is up with me?
I'm so out of character
I haven't been this bad
Since I was 11

But yet I don't know
What put me in this state
My train of thought has
Left me alone in the dust.

Why am I like this?
Is there just no other emotion left?
Am I just wandering
My own self?

I'm not really sure
Where my train is
I wish I knew
I'd love to have it back

Can't focus,
Hardly at all
What possesses me right at this moment
To feel just this way?

My train of thought
Has suddenly dissappeared
Without a trace
Leaving me in this haze.

#general #introspection #mental-health #stream-of-consciousness
TaintedTulip

@TaintedTulip

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Comments & Feedback (6)

TaintedTulip
TaintedTulip
Jul 22, 2012 at 5:42 PM

@minxyMolly Thanks for the repost!!

minxyMolly
minxyMolly
Jul 22, 2012 at 5:45 PM

@TaintedTulip no problem 😘😘

TaintedTulip
TaintedTulip
Jul 22, 2012 at 5:46 PM

@minxyMolly :)

misslittleDHP
misslittleDHP
Jul 22, 2012 at 6:02 PM

Great write my sweet😘😘😘

natalee
natalee
Jul 22, 2012 at 6:04 PM

Lovely 😊 I totally know what you mean about spacing out though, I do it all the time ☺

TaintedTulip
TaintedTulip
Jul 22, 2012 at 6:14 PM

@misslittleDHP thanks. Oh and thanks for the repost too!@natalee yay! It's nice to know I'm not alone on this. :) Thanks for the repost as well, my darling.

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