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Anorexic

I stand to the mirror
Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat
I stand on the scale
Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat
Are you hungry?
No, I'm fine.
Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat
Wow you look skinny!
Aw, thank you.
(Don't lie to me. I know I'm fat fat fat fat fat fat fat!)

I don't eat.
I can't sleep.
I can feel my own weight pushing on my ribs.
I want to feel light,
I want to be a feather.
150? Stop eating!
120? Not enough yet.
110? I'll stop, I swear.
90? I'm still not hungry.
Practically I won't be pleased
Until the number reads
5...
4...
3...
2...
1...
0.

avolavit

@avolavit

I am fifteen. I have severe ADHD. Don't let my poems confuse you. Artist, closet poet, student filmmaker. I have a blog, it's not that good. You can look at it anyway. http://avolavit.tumblr.com

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Hope you're alright! โค๐Ÿ˜˜

@paintingskies Aw, thank you dear! I've been doing fine. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘

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