There you go again losing sense of pride and faith. Feeling worthless you piece of paper. Crumpled and ready to be thrown away. Be positive they say but looking up from the damage of blades. Nothing will ever be okay just like you say. Feeling like an artist but no need to pay for supplies. I only use my razor and my big fat thighs .
Repetitive life , always by my side, eating at my mind . Telling me to go away! Forever on going , I'm dying so slowly, why won't the pain ever fade away.
The famous its not you it's me is such a lie. Even tho you know it you still try. Permanent memories when I see the red water flowing on my body. Love hate relationship . Don't think I can take it. Would it be selfish to get rid of my pain . After all you will still remain. I never planned for this to take such a toll but it always comes and goes.
Repetitive life , always by my side, eating at my mind . Telling me to go away! Forever on going , I'm dying so slowly, why won't the pain ever fade away.
On going never stops. The deeper the better. Burning pain sensation in my veins .
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