Suffering Silently

Suffering silently, my own sadness,
Caught in my own deranged madness,
Oblivious, I don't know how,
No body wants to know me now.

My flowers lay, dead by my side,
Tissues lay, remembering the tears I cried,
My dress covered in my crimson blood,
Surely 'happiness' never tasted so good,

Lonely heart, always left alone,
The cause of this always unknown,
I always feel a shock of anxiety,
When it comes to facing society,

Don't worry, I'll stay in my bed,
Leave the killings to someone else instead,
Watching, waiting, will never define,
What was once yours, but now is mine.