This is a mess of writing and for that I'm sorry but my mind is being abstract today.
My life is pathetic
Would you like to know why?
I sleep all day, watch movies all night.
My friends don't really care about me, they just like to fight.
I eat too much and study to little
I'll never get through highschool without feeling little,I'll never get through without anxiety, I'll never get through without people eyeing me.
They make me feel weak,
never strong
Most times I feel like a don't belong.
I wish my life was like a movie. But that never happens, does it?
My friend says he's going to hook me up, but that was in June, who gives a fuck.
I waited and hoped that it would work, but turns out people just want there own love life to work. I thought he'd help but he put himself first.
I know I shouldn't be a jerk but it fucking hurts.
In sorry to all I have bothered.
To my father fuck you, for leaving me,I hope your new life is better.
To my mother I love you, that will never change no matter how bad I treat you, I feel the same.
To my grandparents, you've helped me through my life and thank you for that.
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