I love this poem as i normally feel like this.
People never understand
What you do
Or what you go through
People just shake their head
And give you a pitying stare
They look at you with disgust
As if you havenβt been through enough
The guilt that churns through your stomach
The feeling of self disgust
They act so careful
As if I might break
Shatter at their words
Crack at their stares
But nobody understands
How could they ever understand
When all they do is judge.
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I believe that good things fall apart so better things can fall together, its just about waiting around long enough for those better things. My old opuss was Hafy.
Everyones left now I've become forgotten. It hurts inside making me feel entirely rotten. It's as if a doors closed and I'm left on the other side. And no body cares that I'm dying inside.
Do you ever feel S tupid T imid U gly C racked K icked .
Sometimes I feel like it would be better to not exist, or that the world would be better without me, but it's a fleeting thought.
Threw my dreams in a wishing well. And watched them disappear. If they came back I could never tell. But I'm still waiting here. Shared some love, lost some innocence. I wont get back again.
It sucks to be the one that breaks your own heart Even suckier when you have to play the "I am ok" part While inside you are burning and torn apart It sucks to make decisions cause you think they...
Where is that cheerful guy I used to know. I look in the mirror and it's like I don't even recognize myself. I look so down and tired, I don't see that guy that was so happy so long ago.
A meaningful life now turns into a clueless existence Hoping tomorrow i will come back stronger I'm like a bird in a cage, waiting for another day Feeling helpless, surrounded by regret and...
Sometimes I think, What people will say of me, When I'm long gone, When I'm just a memory. Will someone else say, That I was a mistake to the world.
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