Anxiety...

Levitating through blank voids...It's like my mind is leaving.
Curling up in a corner crying, trying hard to keep breathing.

It's like all negative emotions hit you hard like a speeding train.
Pulling at my hair and rocking back and forth it drives me insane.

My insecurities are a demon right now with loaded gun...
Gotta get through the day while they nag at me, This should be fun?

I can't really stop to think to myself, I really need help to see right.
They are telling me to climb to the highest building and take fight.

Can't stop this feeling, Iv'e gone to far to see it clear right now.
I'm sure in time i'll work through what ever this is but i'm not sure how.

Look at me babbling like some crazy mental patient let out for the day.
I'm not sure what happened to me or why i've turned out this way?

It's haunting me to think I had a happy family and was a good child...
What the fuck happened? It's like a switch was flipped and now i'm wild.

I some how got kinda sick and you sit watching me bleed.
If you'd have told me I had a friend I'd not believe...

Sinking down into depths of emotions I didn't know that I could sink.
Keeping to myself staying quiet because I don't know what to think?

Not every day feels like i'm this complete and utter stranger...
I don't think when i'm feeling like this i'm too much danger?

I kinda laugh at myself some days asking myself what was up?
Usually I have no bloody clue and just say "What the fuck?"