Gone...

Im in our home sat here alone, just thinking of you.
Since you've gone away I don't know what to do?

You were so brave for dealing with your fears and pain...
I have to admit my sorrow and hurt is hard to contain.

When you walked out of the door and whispered good bye.
I knew that day what it meant to be able to cry.

You left me stood here waiting for you to walk back home.
But you wern't coming back and I should have known...

You had no idea that your smile gave hope and of the joy you bring.
But you were never happy till the angel's sing.

Honey I know you suffered and I did too.
But was this something you had to put me through?

Leaving me here to pick up the bits of my broken life?
I thought I knew you better you were my wife.

You made others lives better, you were so genuine and true.
You just didn't understand how much you were loved... Did you?

I guess you felt you were to good for this world so you left it.
Now i'm left looking for an exit.

You will never understand how bad I hurt and how much I cried.
I never thought I'd see you leave my side.

The funeral is tommorow and so many are coming to celebrate your name.
I can't help but feel that I was partly to blame?

I let you walk right out of this world and up to the sky, I wanted to stop you I really tried...
I've felt alone and wanted to join you since the night you died.

So if I make this journey up to heaven do you promis me that you wont leave again?
I have a gun in my hand and if you do I'll put the bullet through my brain....

This poem was inspired by a song from Hollywood Undead. Coming back down.