I have a guilty confession abouy my temper I need to explain.
The fact that when I snap and break I tend to go alittle insane.
When i'm pushed to extreems of my limit and my patience is put to the test.
My foul language is without doubt at it's best.
I will say harsh things that i'd never normally say or mean.
The words that I use involentary are never too clean.
I'll say something thats appauling and tomorow it'll be somthing I regret.
It'll be somthing to hurt you and you'll never forget.
I'm stupid bacause I can't seem to controll what I blurt out.
Sometimes my gob has ended me in getting a clout.
I'm good at keeping secrets that's not what I meant.
But when i'm passed angry I start to shout and vent.
It takes something to really piss me off to put me in that place.
Sometimes I feel like i'm about to punch somones face.
I'm not a big lover of fighting, abuse or childish hate.
But something's really gotta foul up my day to put me in that state.
Usually after a few hours of cooling down and alot of thinkin'.
I start to realised what i've done and it starts to sink in.
I usually come back with my tail between my legs and I appologise.
I say sorry and mean it for the monster that they can't recognise.
Thing is I know i'm not exactly all good and perfect.
But if you can look past my bad mood now and then, you'll find im actually worth it.
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