Surrounded by people,
I give a smile,
Blend into the old routine.
Everyday,
Every hour,
Every minute another lie.
Calm and collected,
Funny and polite,
Everything one should be.
Yet inside screaming,
My tears are streaming,
If only you knew that my heart was breaking.
Silent screams they don't hear,
Why can't you see it?
How is my pain so invisible to thee?
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I stand here. Just staring at empty space. I daren't feel. My fears I cannot face. They twist my gut. My chest feels tight. In this tunnel of mine. There is no saving light. I walk with a dark cloud.
Truth develops sadness. Eyes develop tears. Mind develops madness. Alone i fight my fears. Not a soul left to talk to. Not a soul left to care. Not a soul left, where are you.
Not feeling the pain anymore. Staring all day and night at the floor. Not wanting to cry anymore. My tears are dry as I told you before. Not wanting to talk anymore.
I feel sorry for the happy people who don't know what it's like because some of them want so badly to understand and help but I know that they never, ever will no matter how much I try to explain to...
No life in that ghostly face, Sitting wordless, gazing into space. Purple bags beneath eyes, Body numb from all the lies. Only life is ragged breath, Inches from life, inches from death.
Suffering silently, my own sadness, Caught in my own deranged madness, Oblivious, I don't know how, No body wants to know me now.
Cry myself to sleep, Watch my eyes colors bleed. A shot in the dark. Spark & shock, restarting my heart. Down a slippery path of arrogance. Whispers of a different muse.
Have u ever been in bed staring at the ceiling, Crying so much it feels like ur bleeding. Ur whole body goes cold inside, And all u want to do is die.
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