Life.

Chapter 1. April 2008
As the radio sang angels out to me by Robbie Williams I broke down in tears knowing that the song me and Bethany dedicated to each other was playing and that it was the last time we were together. It cut through me like a knife as I realised the eyes that showed me so much love would never blink at me again. I would never be able to listen to her sweet voice again and kiss those soft lips that had caressed mine a thousand times before today.
A hand touched my shoulder and for a moment I thought it was Bethany, I turned to see a blonde haired nurse talking to me, I followed her out of the room where bethany lay and took me into another room where the only good thing to come out of the day was waiting for me. Seeing this sight bought me to my knees, how could I do this. The tears stung my cheeks as they poured, it felt as though someone had turned on a tap and it wouldn't stop. "how can life be so fucking cruel." I sobbed, looking up at the ceiling.