I Can't Be Arsed

misslittleDHP • 739 followers

I can't be arsed today
I've nothing interesting to say
Motivation walked out the door
Oh I can't be bothered anymore
If you see my mojo, send it home
As I am here, grumpy and alone
I'm tired and just want to sleep
In my mind, bad thoughts do creep
What's got me into this mood?
Where I'm unusually aloof and rude?
I feel a primal scream coming on
You'll hear me from Hong Kong
I want to run, scream and shout
Not knowing what it's all about?
Sometimes you get these days
Inside you feel anger ablaze
No clue of how it got there?
Just appeared from anywhere
Just need to ride this thing out
This cloud of uncertainty and doubt
Hoping that tomorrow will be a better day
That my words I'll want to say
That exhaustion kisses me goodbye
Without giving me an explanation why
But for now, can't be arsed Kim remains
Being held by such exhaustive chains

©Kim Brown 30th September 2012

#emotional-struggle #general #mental-health #mood-exploration #personal-poetry #self-reflection

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Comments & Feedback (33)

Sep 30, 2012 at 10:01 AM

Hope you feel better soon Hun 😽💪😽💪

Sep 30, 2012 at 10:06 AM

We all have can't be arsed days but as I get older there seems to be more of them. 😂 witty write lovely. Hugs on there way 💪💪💚

Sep 30, 2012 at 10:28 AM

👍 we should start a club! @eddie12309

Sep 30, 2012 at 10:43 AM

Wow Kim! This is so grumpy it's made me grumpy!😠 and I don't even know what grumpy means! 😄 hope your ok happy smiley Kim 😘💐

Sep 30, 2012 at 10:59 AM

Hear hear!! 😊😘

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:06 AM

@eddie12309 @Burrfoot CBA CLUB™....NO SMILES ALLOWED 😠

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:09 AM

@gazplend just having a pants day my sweet....tired and have so much to do but can't be bothered...have had a busy week and its caught up with me!!...kooky Kimbo will return soon I promise 😘😘😘

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:10 AM

@minxyMolly huggie for a fellow can't be arser!!💪💪💪💪💪

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:11 AM

@onedirection19 @eddie12309 thanks my sweets...tiredness has got the better of me today....have to take the kids to a funfair later...hopefully that will lift my spirits!!😘😘

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:12 AM

Embrace the notarsedness 😡 .. Can we allow knowing winks and subtle smirks though? 😉

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:13 AM

@eddie12309 @Burrfoot @gazplend @minxyMolly ...thanks for the kind reposts you lovely peeps....😍😍

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:14 AM

@Burrfoot indeed Hun ...mwahs are allowed too as it brings comfort to cantbearsers!!...😉😳😒😘

Sep 30, 2012 at 11:29 AM

@misslittleDHP @Burrfoot I think a subtle smirk should be allowed. 👍

Sep 30, 2012 at 12:02 PM

Awww hope you feel better later hun you should enter this in the #emotion challenge my word is grumpy! Sending you a massive virtual hug 💐👠👠🍸💗😘🎈

Sep 30, 2012 at 12:22 PM

Awww it'll pass hope it will be over before the end of the day💪💪😘😘

Sep 30, 2012 at 1:33 PM

CBA CLUB™.... Let me in!!! 😡

Sep 30, 2012 at 2:45 PM

@eddie12309 😚😚

Sep 30, 2012 at 2:45 PM

@sjw @sarahgamal awwww thanking you my sweets😘😘

Sep 30, 2012 at 2:47 PM

@MelchiorJ13 of course Hun ....CBA club™....welcomes grumpy bums...😣😣

Sep 30, 2012 at 3:09 PM

Oh dear!! Feel better soon 😥💚💚💚💚

Sep 30, 2012 at 3:10 PM

@naaviie thanking you my sweet....how are you Hun?

Sep 30, 2012 at 3:12 PM

@MelchiorJ13 @sarahgamal @sjw @eddie12309 @gazplend .....mwahs all round for the reposts...too kind 😘😘😘😘

Sep 30, 2012 at 3:45 PM

Good thanks 😄 very busy - just got back from London (saw Michael McIntyre last night) and tons of uni work but I love to be busy so I'm quite happy! 😊 Hope you feel better soon Kim 💚💚💚

Sep 30, 2012 at 4:54 PM

I hope you're ok! :'(

Sep 30, 2012 at 5:24 PM

I like this one, I think everyone feels like that sometime. Hope it passes❤

Sep 30, 2012 at 6:54 PM

@naaviie how much do I love Michael McIntyre....I bet you had a fab time ?☺☺

Sep 30, 2012 at 6:56 PM

@nikujagagirl @Rawren you'll be glad to hear my mood has lifted somewhat my lovelies....THANKYOU for your kind comments...😉😉

Sep 30, 2012 at 6:56 PM

Had a brilliant time 😍 are you feeling any better now?

Sep 30, 2012 at 7:01 PM

@misslittleDHP That's good. I'm glad you're felling better! :)

Sep 30, 2012 at 7:10 PM

@naaviie much better....we went for a walk and had a bite to eat and am now relaxing...thanking you for asking about my grumpiness ....also a big huggie for the RP earlier.....glad you are ok and loving being a busy bee...🌺🌺😘😘💪💪💪💪

Sep 30, 2012 at 7:20 PM

@misslittleDHP why thank you, I'll make myself at home then, on the floor, of course. 😌

Sep 30, 2012 at 7:21 PM

Aw, I'm glad you're feeling better, sounds like a lovely day in the end 💚☺✨ I certainly am, bbuuzzzz 😍

Oct 12, 2012 at 8:59 PM

@ckahn...again you are spoiling me with all these kind RP's lovely lady 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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