A Matter Of Trust

Trust requires a balance of the mind,
A certain rationale
That has always escaped me

Too paranoid,
Too insecure.

Walking down the street feeling the hate from others,
The aura of uncertainty,
The imaginary scorn from complete strangers

Makes me want to curl up,
Close off the world,
And remain in my mind forever

I'm always careful
Walking on eggshells,
Tiptoeing around, as to upset no one

I trust no one.

Until I learn to trust,
Although I know I'm just being crazy,
I will always be closed off.Trust requires a balance of the mind,
A certain rationale
That has always escaped me

Too paranoid,
Too insecure.

Walking down the street feeling the hate from others,
The aura of uncertainty,
The imaginary scorn from complete strangers

Makes me want to curl up,
Close off the world,
And remain in my mind forever

I'm always careful
Walking on eggshells,
Tiptoeing around, as to upset no one

I trust no one.

Until I learn to trust,
Although I know I'm just being crazy,
I will always be closed off.