As the darkness and insanity
encloses around me
I try to think of better times.
Back when I was a little girl,
before I knew the horrors of the world.
I try to cheer up
but,
no matter where I hide the darkness always finds me.
No matter how fast I run it always catches up.
Just when all is well
the pain comes rushing back.
I don't even know why I feel so sad and angry.
I crumble to my knees as I cry.
Forget what the voices tell you,
you must go on and fight.
I watch as the rain
continues to fall,
wondering when it will stop.
I try to think of better times,
of joyful songs and children's rhymes.
But,
no matter where I hide the darkness always finds me.
No matter how fast I run it always catches up.
Just when all is well the pain comes rushing back.
I still don't know why,
but I cry.
I know that this can't last forever.
No matter how hopeless it feels I will never give up.
No matter how bad I'm wounded
I
WILL
FIGHT.
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So you want to hear the story of my life? I was born, I live, and one day I will die.
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