Every day I wake to you
Hurting me
Digging pins into my legs
And arms
Making me feel like I'm
Coming to harm
You control my actions
And what I can do
Make me pay for it afterwards
And say that told you
How dare you try to be normal
How dare you have a life
I want you to sit and focus on me
Act as if you are my wife
I don't want you to smile
Just sit there and cry
And constantly ask yourself why me oh why?
But I won't stand for this
You won't control me no more
If I think positive
Lupus -you can and will be banished out that door
I can smile and enjoy life
Yes it hurts a lot
But it's better than sitting there
becoming just a blot
So now I try and do just one thing
That I couldn't do yesterday
Cause Lupus you won't control me anymore
No way no fucking way.
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