Sorry For The Gloom

patdolan83 • 367 followers

(Don't read if you are having a great Christmas)

Fuck christmas
Two thousand and twelve
Matter of fact the whole year
And all it involved

Given everything
Without asking nor expecting
Then losing it in an instant
Left with only rejection

Back to avoiding Facebook
In fear of seeing her posts
Back to staying in bed all day
Back to talking to ghosts

Back to wanting to sleep
Without waking up
Back came confusion and anger
Which could soon erupt

Two thousand and thirteen
Can't come too soon
When that clock strikes twelve am
I'll strike a new mood

#emotional-trauma #general #grief #heartbreak #holiday-depression #personal-reflection

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Comments & Feedback (7)

Dec 26, 2012 at 12:23 AM

Wishing you all the best for the coming year (and sooner, if possible!!) 😔💜💙💛

Dec 26, 2012 at 12:44 AM

Here's to a fab 2013 for you! Hugs to you 😘💪💪

Dec 26, 2012 at 12:50 AM

What @MrsS wishing you the best of luck Pat!

Dec 26, 2012 at 1:17 AM

So sad 😞

Dec 26, 2012 at 1:24 AM

Deffo wishing you a better year!

Dec 26, 2012 at 7:51 AM

2013 watch out. I hope its better for u than the past year x

Dec 26, 2012 at 10:59 PM

Hope you're ok. Look to the future 😁

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