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Paranoia

They're looking my way,
What have I done?
Am I in trouble?

Someone please burst this bubble,
Of paranoia, of worry,
I'm suspicious,

This food is delicious,
Wait they're looking at me again,
What have they done to my food?

I'm no longer in the mood,
To eat, I'm leaving,
They watch me leave,

I'm so paranoid you wouldn't believe,
On my way home now,
Who is that behind?

Are they following me? I'm out of my mind,
Oh god it's a police car,
What have I done wrong?

Concentrate, it won't be long,
Before my rational brain kicks in,
I'm being pathetic,

I just don't get it,
I'm paranoid, yeah so what?
I can be rational,

I wish I could take a sabbatical,
From my inner turmoil,
The biggest battle there can be,

But this paranoia is what makes me ME!

Thanks for looking, this idea was given to me by one of my friends who has paranoia, but don't we all somewhere deep inside?

sammielee46

@sammielee46

Hi I'm Sam!!! Kik: sammielee46... "Dance lightly with life" - Jonathan Huie // "Wisdom begins with wonder" - Walt Whitman.

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Comments & Feedback (2)

Really like it, came across wellπŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘

@Stablish Thanks so much, I appreciate your comment :)

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