broken heart

your breaking my heart,
and doubt I'll really get that second chance,
you say it'll take time,
but by then you'll get the second girl in the line,
don't know if I can be fine,
with you moving on whilst I'm stuck in the bad times,
I know it's bad of me to say, that I'm jealous of every girl you date, after what I've done, turned love into hate, no matter what you say, no matter how many times you deny, you'll hate my guts for what I gone and done, let's just restart, and hope it goes back to fun,

I'm an impatient girl, yet you tell me to hold on and wait, can't you see I don't wait around for my fate, and I wont ever truly be happy with us just being "mates", I know it's ungrateful, I know it's a lot for you to say you've forgiven me, but I can't help how I feel, believe me this is not a nice deal, the cards I got given, in this game of poker, are bad enough to kill,

your breaking my heart,
and doubt I'll really get that second chance,
you say it'll take time,
but by then you'll get the second girl in the line,
don't know if I can be fine,
with you moving on whilst I'm stuck in the bad times,
I know it's bad of me to say, that I'm jealous of every girl you date, after what I've done, turned love into hate, no matter what you say, no matter how many times you deny, you'll hate my guts for what I gone and done, let's just restart, and hope it goes back to fun,

when will the pain end, when will I know what I'll need to spend, to win back your heart and soul, for us to be together and whole, when will I see, what will happen to me, will we just be friends, with it silently killing me inside, or will we try again, and with me I'll sigh in relief,

what will happen to me, what will happen to us,
even though it'll kill me,
only time will know,
only time will show,