The Sun, Boobs And Old Friends

I'm sorry but this is a blog of my day ... You don't have to read it at all ... I just want to get it out ...
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The sun this morning was lovely. Walking down my road when the sky was so blue and the sun was rising, it inspires me sometimes ...

I felt like I was invincible this morning. Like nothing could hurt me at all ... Nothing ... It's a rare mood for me but I love it! It feels like I'm sunbathing ... Like the sun is shining on me and I get happy lol ...

I love laying back, book in hand, glasses on and sitting in a warm country, sunbathing ...

Kinda ironic that I hate summer.

But anyway, I got to college on time ... Didn't want to go in the first place but I have to. In lesson we were doing warmups, which we do every lesson, but this one was different ...

"Go nose to nose" that was too awkward for most people in my class so we went onto the next one,
"Go bum to bum", okay, not so bad. Didn't help my partner was too tall for me but apparently I have a "very comfortable arse" ... Yep, thanks Ryan ...

Then "hand to boob" ... I'm not very comfortable with my boobs anyway but I thought why not?

Okay, I didn't fully think that ... After I saw other people doing it I thought ... I don't know what I thought to be honest ...

Luckily we stopped after boobs ...

Then the lesson after I saw a teacher enter the room. I was listening to Fun and on opuss beta, not that it's important what I was doing, but I was in a good mood still ... Opuss and Fun always puts me in a good mood ...

Anyway, so a teacher walks in ... She's not our teacher but she loves drama and such so she helps with costumes ... Who walks in behind her? An old friend of mine ... Okay, not too old, I only met her last year! But she's the year above and is an amazing singer and actor and she helped me a lot last year ... And she saw me, alone at the back of the room, and came straight over to me ...

Felt like I was gonna cry ...

Last time I saw her was her last day ... We hugged goodbye, wished each other luck and she was in tears. Probably not because of me but I'm not good with goodbyes and that was too much ...

Then after that lesson I had a 1to1 with my tutor ... I got a "what grade do you want at the end of this year?", so I told him ... Merits. Then I got "no" lol ... He thinks I can get 2 distinctions and a merit. I guess I should thank him for him saying I could do better ...

I also got told that I shouldn't sell myself short. I didn't know how to reply to that. Thanks I guess?

What do you reply when someone says that?