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It's My Fault

Inspired by @smellyfingers and his recent unveil. I thought I'd share why I hide myself here and to friends...

What do you do if your ashamed about you. All around you, you cause pain and yes it's true.
It's all because of you.

Whether its friends, family or me. Or simply a stranger trying to do a good deed.
Someone gets hurt and it's always because of me.

Where do you turn when others turn away. Where do you seek help when you push others away.

Whose going to help me in this dark time. Is there anyone to assist in this extreme vertical climb.

Where will I go if I do come out. Will there be anyone who doesn't doubt?

The doubt of where I've been of how it happened. The fear I have of life being constantly stagnant.

Will I be free of the past and pain, will happiness for me, always be estranged.

I'm not sure where my life is or where it's going.

Liza

@Liza

Raised a cynic yet constantly looking for the fun and hope in life. Just generally confused and silly ????

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Comments & Feedback (12)

Aww babe you won't be judge hun, not by me anyways, beauty is within, for me attraction is in the mind!! Perfectly understand where you're coming from tho, when you are ready to reveal, is you choose to we still love you long time. 😘

Awe @smellyfingers thank you. Everyone in this community is so sweet and comforting. Thanks sweety x

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Smellyfingers is right,we don't judge people on here,it's all about the words 😃💐

Poignant piece. I truly hope you find freedom and lightness of spirit. Experiment here. You'll be safe! 💗

@ckahn @gazplend thanks guys means a lot to me x

This is the place to feel loved for you...plain and simple...you will know when it's time...thinking of you my lovely xx

thank you @misslittleDHP

Awww this is sad, really hope things work out for you and opuss is a very supportive community big hug xx

@sjw thank u x

hope u be standing strong soon...sounds great I love it...this is just what I'm going through today...>_<

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