Poem I Wrote August 2009

NayAriBella • 15 followers

I'm a prisoner in my own mind and body
It's always lock up the true feelings and image of who I am for the fear that people will never understand me
Maybe every once in a blue moon do I unlock the cell door and allow me out
Everyday more and more I cry and scream internally Please let me out, let me be free!
Ohh it's been so long...
I want to say sure ill do it but I just can't. Fear overrides it all
Slowly I give up on being hopeful that I'll ever open the cell door and leave it open permanently...

#emotional-pain #general #inner-struggle #mental-health #personal-growth #self-reflection

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