Just wanna
Break free
Return to
The old me
Just wanna
Go away
Where I may hide
My tear-soaked face
Just wanna
Disappear
Where none shall know
I'm near
Closing in
On the edge
Emotion pushing
Me off the ledge
Can I just
Start over
Make it
All better
Hide me please
Let me escape
I don't want to be here
Lost and fake
Another scar
On my heart
Slowly but surely
Falling apart
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Don't worry, I'll try to keep on smiling. As much as life may hurt me, I'll carry on trying. I hCan you save me. Can you save me from the nothing I've become, come and find me, I need you here.
You can't fix me if I'm not broken. Everything has already been taken. You need to let me be I can't stay here so unhappy. I need to be left alone. Where I can be set free to roam.
Im tired of sitting alone. Im tired of having no one. In tired of waiting for something to happen. Im tired of missing. Im tired of yelling. Im tired of crying. Im tired of starving.
I want you to look at me. Acknowledge my existence, Acknowledge my pain, Stop being so persistent About me being so insane.
Having one of those days where my mind feels all screwed up and I want to crawl into the comfort of isolation. But I can't do that, I can't slip into that again.
Don't cry in the shower. No one Is there to give you their shoulder, care. Don't cry in the corner with no one around. People will be looking but you'll never be found.
I want to write like there's no tomorrow. My fingers cramp at the thought of all the memories. Not sure if I'm ready to share those. They longer in the depths of who I once was. I miss her. The old...
I'm looking down, realising. I've reopened wounds from before. Not just from the past week or so. But from all those years ago. That time when I thought I knew how it felt. But now I really know.
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