Trying

Don't worry, I'll try to keep on smiling. As much as life may hurt me, I'll carry on trying. I hCan you save me? Can you save me from the nothing I've become, come and find me, I need you here. Nothing's going to change, I've been let down, I've given up.

Oh please, can't you see this is killing me inside, breaking me down (slowly). I'm loosing faith, no one save me now, just leave me here. Alone.

I'm loosing my breath, wearing out (slowly). No one can hear my cries, no one can save me, everything is fading away, I'm in a crowd full of people but I'm still alone. I hate myself, but I'm sure someone's there to help. Maybe I just need time, or someone to be kind. I'm taking every day as it comes, waiting for one to be good. I promise I'll be okay soon, I'm sorry for ruining your mood. I just need reassurance that everything will be fine, maybe I'll just keep quiet, to save you all the pain. I'll be okay soon, I'm trying to give myself hope. I'm still waiting, for things to brighten up.

I'm sorry everything I'm writing is about the same thing, but it's one of the only things on my mind at the moment, sorry xxx