No Call

No Call

No call today
What does this mean?
Have you surrendered?
Or just waiting for a better moment?

No call from you
Not even a text
What are you up to now?
Have you found some other girl to hurt?

No call from your best friend
Silent peace treaty?
What is this game you're playing?
What kind of plan do you have now?

No call yesterday either?!
What is this?
So unlike you,
What happened?

I check Facebook
For the first time in forever
"I think I'm gonna kill myself"
Yesterday, 3:26am

What?!
No call suddenly means
Suicide to you?!
Is it because of me?

I'm sorry of it was,
I still care about you
As a friend
I shouldn't but I do

Don't be stupid
No calls from you at all
Why didn't you tell me?
I would've picked up the phone if I had known

Please don't do it,
I'd love to tell you
I'm scared to call though
What if it was a trick?

Why did you act like this?
No call,
More questions from me
But you need to be alive to answer them

No call
Could these past few days,
Possibly be
Your last?